Time has past n everything had chnge like shit/hell ...
making me miserable !! i hate it !! everything i need to suffer !! todae mum go KKH de report dun noe wait until i go home den know i hate my life damn hate it !!! some of de moment i very happy !!! some time really damn shit..... i hate it so much den i hate dat i dun like to eat food !!!! some tyme just crying in my heart i hate !!!!!!!! damn hate !!!! when i wan a person to stay beside me den no one !! when i dun need there will be sumone beside me !!!! i noe my teacher is care fer me. but de care awhile only may not long !! it short not long !!! i hate of suffer what i suppose not to suffer n i suffer !! i hate.. it wasn't not my fault. i hate.. i hoping i can promoted to NA, i mus work very hard to get promoted !!! now i need to started working hard get better than others like wad ms kaye say prove to them i can go NA !!!! i hoping my day will come soon asap !!!! hoping when i go home my mum sae de report is good if not i dun noe i can do wad !!! sometiem i feel like life it not meaningful fer me it damn sucks !!! fren,relationship,etc it wasn't making me happy neither sad !!! i think i need to go fer conselling !! but the thing is i cnt take it like really i got something wrong i hate it !!!! everybody in my class was happy only me is sad !! no one like me sad.. all happy !!! i think becoz they are not me is themselves they never in their shoes on my shoes !!! if they do dat i think i would be sad i will be like them happy no problems cuming to me n suffering dat i suppose not to suffer !!!!! i hate it .......... i'm so tiring !!!! life is meaningless !!!! nothing can make me happy i had try to make myself be happy , i cnt do it !!! i hate of crying, sometime i afraid of coming to school !!!! i'm super tired !!!! i wan to rest forever... dun wan to tire forever it so miserable !!!! i hate i dun wan my life so suck but i dun noe why my life so suck !!!!!! if one dae i died mean i'm very tired too tired !!!!! i hate of making myself so tired !!! yamn n yamn still no use never end my life !! i wan to sleep forever i dun wan to wake up !!!! yawn until i very tired now !!! once i get tired i need a rest i couldn't becoz everything keep on cum to me n it non-stop !! i think i dun wan to complain or wad it making tire now !!! dere no use of complaining becoz my heart is sooooo tooooo tire !!! hoping if can tmr i'm died good i have euough of tire in de class !!! i 'm tire !!!! i dunwan to suffer again !!!! it SUCKS !

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